Friday, March 23, 2007
everyone's saying ive lost weight and that im so skinny. i used to like it when ple said ive lost weight, but now, the way they're gg, its like as if im some bulimic girl, who's all bones and no flesh. my aunt was massaging me just now, and she kept going on about how boney i am. and another aunt ALWAYS jokes about how my hubby-to-be(whoever tt may be) wouldnt enjoy my hugs cos im all bones. even my mum, whenever i spend my nights with her (when dad's away), she'll hug me like a bolster and always comments on how skinny i am. she says that she enjoys hugging papa more than me, cos papa's got more flesh and im just like a stick. *sighs* its hurts sometimes when mama calls me jerangkung (skeleton). she says i look like a sick person. and my nani, recently when she saw my dad, she asked him if im heartbroken or something. Lol! she thinks im heartbroken tts why im soo skinny now. anyway, just so you all readers know, im NOT skinny ok. i just dont have the height. My height's 156 (i think) and my weight's 45kg(checked this morning). do the math y'all, im NO skinny babe ok! but whatever it is, im not fat or chubby either! ill go on a bulimic diet if anybody ever says i put on weight. seriously, no kidding!
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